I hate you but I love you

It’s annoying when in the morning you get up, it’s the first thing your mind chooses to think about, and your feet resist to wear slippers because it’s better to go back sleeping than start your day with a frown. Tugging yourself with a blanket, your lips silently wish for things to be alright.

Things about us matter to me, and I hope it’s the same thing with you. But it’s just that I don’t feel you care that much. We’re not like any lovers who often have misunderstandings and arguments. Thank God. But when we do, you insensitively pretend that we’re okay even when we’re not. How can we be when you refuse to iron things out?I hate you. I hate you when you leave me hanging as the only one who is concerned about us, with our relationship.
You know that I love you, but I’m uncertain if will it still work knowing that I love you but I’m feeling tired?

Birth of Fushia Pig

I was thinking of a catchy name for my domain and I wanted something girly but unique. I thought of using pink but since it’s common in every girl’s eyes, I used fushia. Well, it’s supposed to be fushia pink, like what you are thinking right now but accidentally, i bit my tongue while saying the second word and so i ended up with a girly yet catchy title called Fushia Pig.